Even with our fist held high.

Hacker.

2010-01-16T06:23:00.000-08:00

But Selene confirm approve of what I'm saying~ :D

selene loves candy !

(INSERTS BIG BIG HEART)

nownow, you do not know who i am! you surely don't :)

boredom is the new lame

2009-11-10T20:55:00.000-08:00

Facebook really that fun? O_O
Maybe i'll use it someday...
Till then. I'll gonna spam go out with cliques! (Y)

BYE~

regrets

2009-10-29T04:00:00.000-07:00

i've typed alot of damn things.

suddenly all deleted.

really not the type of person to repeat when the moment has passed.

air of freedom

2009-10-21T22:57:00.000-07:00

Came back from camp. It was great. And i'm tired and filled with mosquito bites. So i'm off.

(post just to keep this blog alive)

GO GRIZZLY! (Y)

sparks all around

2009-10-19T04:33:00.000-07:00

(sigh)

Job cancelled.

Camp starting tml.
I need money to buy a polaroid camera.

ARGH!!!

WHY CAN'T THEY JUST HAVE MORE JOBS FOR PEOPLE WHO ARE SIXTEEN BUT DON'T HAVE A O'LEVEL CERT?!

F, f ,f.

determination

2009-10-18T05:32:00.000-07:00

I have a facebook account. But i do not own it. Not a scam or whatever. However, facebook is abit woah. Apparently without you putting any pictures in the acc, they still can recognize you. And label pictures with your face inside under your name. So. I saw the graduation photos posted by others. It was memorable. (:

Lastly. Think less. Strike Hard. Take Off. Hee.

lost the relex to resist

2009-10-17T05:10:00.000-07:00

I have a bad habit. When I'm sad, i always shut off my phone and just push myself to a corner. 'Cause i need to concentrate. To find all the reasons in the world to stop myself from hurting me. Physically. So everytime i finish reasoning with myself, i'm exhausted. Exhausted from trying to smile or spare a thought for others. And i hate myself in this kind of state. It's as if i've gave up everything and did not bother to care anymore.

To be honest. I do not want to care anymore. Living is like a torture. You might say that i've nothing to worry about while other countries are experiencing natural disasters. I'm just like a pampered child. I agree, i am a pampered person. But what can i do? I tried to improve everything in my life. In my opinion, i've succeeded. However, the pain that resides in my heart still does not fade. It spreads and finally it's controlling me. If i could, i swear, i would give my life for a return of a healthy body for another person. Someone who wants to live and make his/her life wondeful. But i can't.

In my life, i don't anything necessary for me to live for. Not friends, not lead, and not even my family. It's worthless. 'Cause no one understands me, or in some cases, don't even bother to. Others say that when you are about to die, you will feel a tinge of regret and the will to live. But these 9months, i've thinking and weighing options. I still can't find the slightest trigger to make me feel alive. I want to, but can't.

Okay. I should stop. Any emotional rantings are not good for me. Bye.

First Post

2009-10-16T07:11:00.001-07:00

Okay. New blog again. When will i ever be satisfied and just settle down. Even me, i'm not sure about the answer too.

Today is the Sec4s graduation ceremony. To be honest. I feel blue about it. I realised, time flew. Four years passed and now everyone is moving forward. I'm not. Left behind. It's not that i'm not doing great or whining about things that could not happen at all. I just miss the moments. Like how crappy or bored the conversation during recess can be. Or how 2e5'08 is so fun yet so chaotic. I miss everything. I miss when we were thirteen and just enter Hai Sing. But now. We're all starting to turn into an adult and do what adults should be. Responsible. Though i'm gonna be spending my seventeenth year for O's. It will be great, yes.

'Kay, interview for job tml. Bye blog. Bye young night. Bye Sec4s.